Friday, May 20, 2011

Home ?? Selangor or Malacca...

At last, alhamdulillah, THANK ALLAH,  I arrived safely at home. Nothing much the difference at home. Only the jubilant scenery and the family gathering that I desired the most. In Malacca, "alone" is the best word that suit this life. The life of a ghuraba'. Haha. It is the kind of tarbiyyah that I have to beat to stay competent. Although sahabat and sahabiah are there, but I hardly feel their presence in life. It feels good when we were all involve in an event and meet in special occasion, but when we look life as a reality, we hardly treat each of us as true friend when we meet in our routine life. That's our major mistake in friendship, or so-called UKHUWAH. In contrary, life at home is no way "lonely". Plenty of people here, living not far away from each other. But, tarbiyyah is the big issue. Comfortable surrounding makes me sometimes feel good, feel pampered with life till being ignorant and forgetful about the life of a da'ie. Let's pray that this young lad can be persistent in this journey full of uphill struggle and finally able to grasp the precious peace of price that Allah already promised earlier. InsyaAllah

Friday, April 22, 2011

Wounds

Although the wound
Separate us
The bloodlines
Still crawling
And loafing around
Like a stray being
Only the love
That moisturized underneath my sinned soul
By chance helps me
Seeking for happiness and life full of magic
Even my heart
Demanding me to conceal this suffering
Such as this ‘creature’
That being haunting me with horror and pain
It can’t withdraw our strong and tight bonds
Not even the chronic one
I have to be mature and judicious
There are people
That sickness tramples their loyalty
With difficulty
Through tarnishing their freedom
Vanishing their futures
I have to be strong
Massively strong
In order to stand high
And survive this temporary dimension

written on 31st August 2007 by Cicatrix
for the beautiful memory that will ever last forever

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Are we a true BELIEVER???

Several scenes depicting the enormous Tsunami that hit the Japanese continent last month. 

ALLAHUAKBAR!!!
THE ALMIGHTY ALLAH!!!




وَعَسَى أَنْ تَكْرَهُوا شَيْئًا وَهُوَ خَيْرٌ لَكُمْ وَعَسَى أَنْ تُحِبُّوا شَيْئًا وَهُوَ شَرٌّ لَكُمْ وَاللهُ يَعْلَمُ وَأَنْتُمْ لاَ تَعْلَمُونَ 

“But it may happen that you dislike a thing which is good for you, and it may happen that you love a thing which is bad for you.  And God knows and you do not know!” (Al-Baqarah:216)






Do men think that they will be left alone on saying, “We believe”, and that they will not be tested? We tested those who went before them, and Allah will certainly know those who are true from those who are false. (Al-Ankabut, 1-3)